I know it's a long time since I do not write more in this blog. Maybe I had a lot of things to write, but they were all too confused inside me. I preferred to live them and tenermele for me, especially those concerning a certain person with whom I really want to talk and clarify, I wish I could explain many things, but I think now she's too angry with me for listening to me.
So I do not want to enter by force in his life, trying to tell him what I feel and think.
prefer to leave everything in this blog, hoping that she steps in reading it.
not know what happened between us, things have changed in a manner almost daring without us speaks to us in the flesh. I think this has ruined our relationship a lot, do not say that sure would have gone on and on, but at least it would not have done so.
I expressed myself badly in the mountains a bit 'out of anger, but my words would not offend you in any case. I always keep us a lot to you. I think you're a special person. And I always wanted to see you with a smile this summer.
The days we spent together, are certainly not been what I expected. I tried to be your friend, as you wanted. But I did not succeed. As soon as I saw you, my heart started beating. And that evening Vienna, voluntarily or involuntarily, you behaved in a strange way, a bit 'like this' summer in the early days, when as I said, seemed to hate me. But this time I could not bear it, for all that there was between us before.
From there everything went to pieces. The talks have degenerated, and the gap created between us has continued to open up.
not forget you, I would nevertheless like all the best for you, although I have also suffered a lot for you. I tried to unsubscribe several times in my life and my mind, but you crept into my veins, my blood, my soul.
small tear that will be forever trapped in my soul.
You're my muse ..
that I would at least our memories will remain as beautiful as what it was. And do not ruin it further with other unnecessary quarrels.
I will try to delete them completely from my life, but I never regret to have you loved .. with all my might!
